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From: Too F'ing young!
Date: 7/4/2002
Time: 3:05:48 PM
Remote Name: 67.8.8.233
Hey everyone,
Just thought I would share something with you guys that you might go through yourself. Wanted to get it off my chest.
I don't know about you, but I dread going to the hair salon to get my hair cut. There are a number of different reasons for this, but obviously because of my hairloss. I am 23 years old, and have general thinning all over, but still have decent enough hair to cover my head. HOWEVER, and please, does anyone else hate this and judge their hair by this? When my hair is wet, like right out of the shower, it looks 100x worse than when dry. When my hair is dry, I see my hairloss, but when it's soaked, it looks like my hair has aged 20 years! WTF. This has caused me to stay away from the beach with friends, and dread taking a shower with my g/f. Anyhow, on to the hair place.
There is this girl that works at the hair-cutting place I go to. She does little odds and ends like taking out the garbage and sweeping up the hair. I think she wants to be a hairdresser, so she also watches the hair-cuts my stylist gives. She also happens to do the shampooing. Every time I go in there, she asks me if I need a shampoo. I let her do it once, but after that always said no. The first time I let her do it, she washed my hair and when she was done kind of towel wiped it and threw the towel around my neck. I felt like everyone in the hair place was looking at me as I made my way to my stylist for the cut. ESPECIALLY THIS CUTE ASSISTANT. I dont think I have ever felt more miserable about my hair. My stylist went through her routine, and this cute girl came over several times to watch her cut my hair.. I truly felt like she was learning how to cut people's hair who have thinning. I felt so uneasy, and all I could do was look down at my shoes as my hair came floating to the ground. I couldn't even face the mirror. I felt like they were both staring at me. Obviously the hair loss makes you paranoid about your hair, but get a cute girl your OWN age and your stylist examining your hair up close and personal, and see what you would do. I feel like my battle with hairloss will ultimately have me on the losing side. I do however go through my daily routine of finast. and minox. Some days I actually think my hairloss is improving, and most days I spend 20 minutes looking at the back of my head in a mirror.
I have had my fair share of hot girls in my day. My girlfriend now is a beautiful looking woman. I am in all honesty a decent looking guy that has alot going for myself. Where I lose my self confidence is when I get out of the shower with my hair slicked back and soaked. I look in the mirror and think I am the ugliest person who has walked the planet. JUST BECAUSE OF MY HAIR! WTF!? I mean, I feel if my hairline was still perfect and had no thinning at all, that I would get out of the shower, look in the mirror, and not think twice about my looks. I hate this. I try to equalize this by blow drying my hair and making it look as full and big as I can. Somehow I tie the fullness andpuffyness of my hair with how good I look. I know alot of this is in our minds, but I can't help it. I, like all of you, am praying and hoping that something is going to come along and give us back years of our hair. The sad thing is, this is the 1 year mark of when I noticed my hair loss initially. I felt really bad thinking of a year ago and how I never even gave hairloss a second thought. I showered, beached, and walked through rain like a 22 year old should. I started to cry at the though of only 12 months having done this to my hair. I cursed my genes and was basically mad at god and everyone else, including myself. Both sides of my male family have hairloss. My uncle was bald by 29, my grandfather by 30. I know alot of you younger guys will understand all of this. I just needed to vent. Thanks and goodluck.
Everyman
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